Walter: my first time in love.
Wonderful! I wish you all happiness.
i have no idea of what im doing.
Entirely normal.
nervous feeling in my stomach.
Ditto.
advice please.
Do what you are most frightened of. The first time I felt like
that I never got round to even talking to the guy (I was 16 and
terrified). The second time the guy pushed me off and told me
"no thanks, I'm straight" (I was 21 and, come to think of it,
that was a pretty cool reaction back then). The third time I
was sure I was on to a winner since I only fell for him after
we started having wild and passionate sex, but I was wrong
again -- there were too many fish in the sea for him (I was 23
and it hurt *so* bad). The fourth time was 20 years ago, and
he's reading a book next to me now.
